Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in respectathewall's LiveJournal:

Sunday, August 7th, 2005
2:28 pm	arthur miller Hey-This is Rebecca...Dakota is currently in rehab, for Oxycontin (she ran with a bad crowd for a while, including Lil' Wyte), but if all goes well she should be back soon. That is, of course, once she finishes her honeymoon with Arthur Miller (they eloped because he posthumorously got her preggers and Dakota comes from a conservative Red State family). Anyway, basically summer reading is a huge waste of time and I can't wait until I finish that bitche. Argh. So far today I have brought my life near compleation. I went to Office Depot and bought...my favorite mechanical pencils. Yessss. 48 of them. I don't care if that is evidence that my life is meaningless. Maybe I do a little... Anyway, I got some IPod software that lets me take songs off the Pod and onto the comp, so I updated the Craputer in my room with beautiful music. Current Mood: content Current Music: Chaarlee Parkah (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 6th, 2005
5:29 pm	dakota fanning OMG Hey Fans! I just wanted to let everyone know that I, Dakota Fanning, am now sharing my BFF 4 EVA Rebecca's live journal because she is so amazing. In case you don't know who I am, think of an Incan mummy found by archelogists in the Andes mountains 700 years after my death. Then, bleach that thought. That is basically what I look like. But, I have more than good looks. I am an AMAZING actress! EIEIEIEIEI! Anyway, not too much is going on with me. I'm working on a new movie called Return of the Ugly Little Girl. I'm starring. Anyway, I would talk longer but I'm just way to talented. My final note: I just want everyone to know that Rachel Dickens is a mean, bad, horrible person, because she doesn't want to be my friend. She says she would "knife me." That really hurts me becasue I donate to a lot of charities and stuff so everyone should like me. I don't think Rachel is a good philanthropist like me. I feel like MLK saying boycott Rachel until she will be Dakota's (I like talking in the 3rd person because I'm special)friend. Kisses! Dakota Current Mood: sad because rachel doesnlikme Current Music: Dakota, the motion picture soundtrack (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 8th, 2005
1:26 pm	madness I ended up playing pretty well at the Ladue game. I had what was probably one of the best saves in my life, so that is good. We tied 1-1. Tre exciting. Actually, it felt really anti-climatic. This morning I was playing FIFA Soccer 2003 on my computer and VanNistilroy got injured and it was so annoying. But, I just quit and didn't save the game. Is that cheating? Hmm. I really need to study chemistry but I cannot make myself. Seriously. I thought I would have to take the test on Friday, so I prayed and prayed that I would get an extension on the test, which I did. Thankful, I swore that I would study hard. So far, I have studied for a half-assed twenty minutes. Anyway, I think I am going to study. Right now it is 1:30, and I am planning to study until two. Then, I don't know what I will do. FIFA Soccer, maybe. Current Mood: studious Current Music: Authority Zero...old one. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 7th, 2005
3:46 pm	*sniffle *sniffle (ew not becca sniffles...) Bascially, I can't breathe. Obviously, I can breathe a little bit, since I'm not blue tinged or thrashing around on the ground, but for the most part, my nose is so stuffed up that i might as well not have nostrils. It's annoying. In other news, I had so much fun yesterday evening. Esp. in Allyson's pool. I feel much closer to myself. Not really, though, because I feel kind of gross saying that. Tonight is the soccer game vs. Ladue. It will be intense. Will I ever forgive myself if I suck? Maybe. I am counting the days until school ends, because I seriouly need it to. For some weird reason I almost started crying in French yesterday, but fortunently I was able to restrain my emotion, and didn't embarass myself. Anyway, I'm making a disco mix, which is sort of exciting. Nothing else is going on that seems interesting. I think I'll go play some guitar or bass or I dunno. Maybe I'll play Atari games because that is where itz at, you dig? Speaking of the word "dig," I'm reading On The Road by Kerouac. Its famazing, seriously. Current Mood: nervous Current Music: Sublime (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 13th, 2005
6:33 pm	wwhooooaw (that would be wow and whoa combined) Ok, totally intense afternoon. Totally. Today was I had a soccer game against Webster Groves, and I totally expected them to beat us convincingly. I know, that is betrayal to my team, blah blah blah, but basically, they should have been way better than us. Somehow, we managed to hold them to a zero-zero tie. Our defense was famazing, no kidding! They did a great job. For example, I went out to kick the ball, and totally wiffed, and someone (I think Whitney) saved my ass. Seriously, it was such a hardcore game, I almost pooped. Secondly, Kyle Mulle called me, and said he found my IPod. Yeah. No kidding. All this agnozing for nothing. 24 hours after I bought another one. It's pretty f-in intense. I have to admit, I almost died of shock. I'm pretty happy, but also sort of irritated that I bought a new one already. It's crazy stuff. Anyway, keep it real! Current Mood: jubilant Current Music: Da Shins (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 12th, 2005
7:42 pm	Today seems like a good day, to burn a bridge or two... Today I got my new (third) IPod. I'm having major remorse right now, and I feel like I don't deserve to own an IPod since I go through them so fast, and don't take care of them right, and other stuff too. I just am feeling really anxious about it all, and I'm afraid I am going to lose this one too, or something. I don't know. It's sort of weird. I just feel really meloncholy or something. Hmm. My second interview for AMC Theaters was today. I think it went pretty well, but it's hard to know, you know what I mean. I don't even know if I want the job, though. It looks like it sucks. I was watching the people working there while I waited to be interviewed, and they were all really gross and looked miserable. But money is money, and I'm needing some, due to my IPod problem. I decided to put the bass guitar on hold. Enough is enough (not a reference to the anti-drinking campaign at CHS). Well, that's all for now. I wish that this was a little funnier/wittier/more interesting/less whiny, but that's how is goes, I guess. Current Mood: melancholy Current Music: The Shins (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 11th, 2005
9:58 pm	o.m.f.g. Please Tell Me I Did Not Write This Yeah, I did. Please don't abandon me. Please. Seriously. Karl Marx-song # 9 Verse 1: Well I went to the bookstore the other day, interested in what Marx had to say, so over I went to the philosophy section, taking a reading of the avalible selection, found a version that looked alright, that it was to be my purchase that night, then I looked at it contemplating the price, and looked in my conscience for advice. Verse 2: In case you all didn’t know, Karl Marx was a man who lived a while ago, and founded the ideals backing communism today, and wanted to get the negative aspects of capitalists away, these thoughts first entered into my mind, as I looked at the price: it just can’t be fine-this twisted picture has to be wrong, would Marx ever gone along? Verse 3: See the thing making me all confused, that which caused me to refuse is this: Marx’s anti-capitalist writngs were being sold, by some capitalists publishers that got ahold, of his writings preaching against their ways, I contemplate what Marx would say, if his knew his work was being used as such, at I am sure of this much, what irony possessed the situation right here, you buy books attacking the capitalist system, that in turn teach you of communist wisdom. Verse 4: Let it be known here today, my political views have not gone astray, from the governtment that allows to write as such, for this I am indebted very much, all I expose is the how hilarious is this state, it’s effect is sure to be the cause of much debate. Current Mood: embarrassed Current Music: Radiohead (5 Comments |Comment on this)
5:29 pm	life is a lesson you can only learn for free... So far I haven't found the Ipod. I realized that I am really materialistic, which I sort of already knew, but liked to pretend I was above it. Anyway, I actually realized this a while ago, when I first lost my IPod. I was at the University City soccer game, whining, of course. Specifically, I was moaning things like, "I won't be able to concerntrate because I lost my Ipod." At that moment I thought to myself that it was so pathetic that I was flipping out about the IPod. I mean, I wasn't sick and dying, and neither were people I care about (as far as I know). I am blessed to live in a first world country. I was outside in beautiful weather playing a sport which I am passionate about (for better or worse). Despite all that, all I could think about was how horrible it was I lost my IPod. And you know what? Realizing how grateful I should be for everything I have, and how repugent it was that I was whining about an IPod did nothing but make me miss my IPod more, and be crabbier and whinier. It's pretty wild. ...And for a second I almost lost perspective! (That was irony (I think)). Anyway, enough philosophical B.S. (not bachelor of science). I think today was ok. Not much happened. The soccer game was cancelled, and I was pretty excited. English was retarded, as usual, and I think I singlehandedly gave my group an F on our presentation, but I feel no guilt whatsoever. My quiz was pretty cool tho: I drew a christmas tree with presents (no clue why) and then one one side i drew plato because i thought he was the great chain of being even though he isnt and so in a speech bubble from him i worte "apparently don't have anything to do with the great chain of being!" and on the toher side i drew sartre wearing a beret, holding a cigarette and a french flag, and saying "the six tenents of existentialism are 1) i don't know 2) i don't know 3) i don't know etc.," and at the bottom i drew robinson crusoe in a loincloth. There is a lot more I want to say, but I can't form it into comprehension or somthing like that. Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: Muse and The Bravery (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 10th, 2005
8:11 pm	a lot has happened I can't believe I haven't written in here since Thursday, considering everything that has happened this weekend. Jeez. Not too much happened on Friday, except I lost my IPod. It is a tragedy akin to Romeo and Juliet. No joke. I'm in mourning. I might get a mini if I can't find it. Still, this puts a damper on my electric bass plans.  Friday night was fun. I made dinner for Babe, Zoe, Bob, and Rachel but I was pouting so I didn't eat it (fettichine alfrado). Speakign of that, I have been pouting a lot lately and it sort of bothers me, but I can't control it. Hmmm. Personal failing. Anyway, I went to White Castle with Rachel when I finished pouting. When we got back, Laura and Allyson were there at Babe/Zoe's house. We watched Talk Sex with Sue Johannson and it was cool. Then Adira called Allyson and I pretended to be Allyson and it was extremely funny, but Adira got so pissed. Saturday was the Peri day. Not much to report here, except I was supposed to go bass guitar shopping with Andrew, except he like canceled after I got to his house and I was sooooooooooo sooooooo sad. But then I went to Babe/Zoe's and Rachel was there. It was so fun. We went to Bread Co., bass shopped, and then Zoe and I jammed on the guitar. Sat night was Peri night. Today nm happened. I watched Blow on TV and went for a walk with Zoe. We seriously went four miles.  Now, I'm hanging around.  Current Music: Sublime and Chemical Bros. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 7th, 2005
5:40 pm	elipses and such Ah, I think that alg/trig is sort of hard right now. But, I'm not sure. My nose itches. Doesn't that happen when someone is talking about you? Or is that your ear? Today was the "Arts Fair" and since I'm a selfish brute I didn't sign up for it. I think it was one of the best decisions of my life. I slept in, and watched South Park. I didn't have soccer practice today. I made nachos. I formed simple sentances. I only use simple sentances. This is my simple paragraph. Rachel comes home on Friday April 8th. She should leave Japan at a given time (ex. 3:00 PM)on April 8th and get here at (ex. 6:00 PM) on April 8th. Due to the international dateline she should have a 45 hour day, if my calculations are correct, which is improbable. But, if they are correct, that is a mindblowing fact. I wish I had a 45 hour day on my birthday. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: The Bravery (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 2nd, 2005
2:02 pm	"life is a lesson you can only learn for free" So far I am having a nice day. I went to the library and saw the bitch of the world, but then I got paid. $18.47 baby!!!! After cashin' my huge check, I went to the electronics shoppe to buy So'Po' and a CD. It was expensive. Then I got gasoline. It was hardcore. I decided to write a poem, because I am really literary and stuff. "The Ballad of All Things Literary" Whoa. I ain't a horse but, then again, neither are you. Sometimes I act dirty, but that don't mean shit. 'Cus I "Ain't Slapped a Bitch in two Weeks." Ffffffffttt. That's what Tony the Tiger would say. If he knew you ate Honey Nut Cherrios. Just thought you should know. Badmuthafucka. I think that will be award winning. I'm going to bake some cho'chi'cooks but I also need to read a book, or read some Cliff Notes/Sparknotes. Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Authority Zero (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
5:56 pm	A day... Ah, it was really great to be back at school. Actually, that was sort of a lie. All in all, though, it wasn't too bad. Waking up was pretty hard, but then I had some hot chocolate with a lot of marshmallows. After that, I picked up Matt and we went to Jazz Band. I was really excited to see him again, and I really miss driving people to school since Alex got his liscence and Matt moved. It seems like a huge waste of gas. Jazz band was ok. It looks like I am playing a solo on Sat. which is cool, and I really like La Fiesta. Blackmore is a huge asshole though. Most pople would agree with me on that. After Jazz Band i had history. I noticed that the sophomores and playing the juniors for third place, which is total bullshit because we won a lot more games then the freshman. I said something about it to Hoelscher, and he said the records said otherwise. Bullshit. I don't care so much as I think it is annoying how it is wrong. Not to be a control freak, but I don't understand why there is even a mix up. I'm still not sure what I think about Hoelscher. With soccer starting I sort of feel like he is an asshole. I'm not sure though. I had a math test after history. I think I screwed up which is annoying. My math grade is pretty bad. French was lovely as always. Chem was ok, the lab was confusing and I kept like hitting on Mr. Howe which was weird. It sounds awful right here, but I was just being weird. Hopefully people will realize I am totally messing around. I should probably chill though. Lunch was short. I had some soup and it made me feel goofy. Then during 7th I didn't do too much. English was extremely annoying. I am in this group for a retarded assignment, and Avital is in it, so I was totally goofing around and said "Ew I can't stand being with Avital." It was totally obvious I was kidding but she was like all pissy. After school, I was talking to Tonya and Hi-C and realized she has been annoying lately. I played soccer with Tonya and Alex H-C which was cool. I really like soccer, but am so out of shape. It is pathetic. That makes me really nervous for the season. At soccer I accidently locked my keys in the car and had to call my Mom to unlock it. It was sort of funny. Current Mood: complacent Current Music: Bob Marley (2 Comments |Comment on this)